The title statement might come as a surprise to you as well, I openly declare myself as "fat girl". Just check out the name of this blog:-)
But today, despite all my body positivity preaching and messages to "love yourself as you are" etc. etc., no matter from which angle I look at myself and I feel fat..."ugly fat"... Not my usual "I'm fat, but yeah so what - I'm rocking it" kind of normal.
I took to the scale. I weigh the exact same... I'm wearing a familiar non-stretchy outfit too and it still fits... So WHY do I think I look fatter than usual?
Guess it could be bloating due to my pending period... Or water retention because of too much salty popcorn last night. Or maybe, just maybe it's simply because I'm feeling somewhat down today - and not my usual chirpy self - that I'm seeing myself differently... Could it be possible?
Yes I DO believe so! It's all about your attitude isn't it? Wait, let me try something...
It's now 45 minutes later. I have put on some David Guetta and some Gucci Rush, Urban Decayed smoky eyes, washed my hair and put on an outfit that I feel confident it. I look at myself in the mirror now and think : "Hey hot stuff - may I have your number?"... 😜
So you see, there's no way I could have lost considerable weight in this short period of time. Just feeling in a better frame of mind (dance music works magic for me) and now I see myself differently - more positively again. Yay!!! *happy dance* 💃💃💃
On that note boys and girls. It's the weekend - I'm going out!!! 😘